The 2013 Everyday People Awards

The Oscars are upon us, which means that Awards Season is finally coming to a close. Yes, "Season". Those of you who don't live here may be blissfully unaware that for the months of December, January and February Hollywood morphs into a preening, air-kissing, lacquered-faced monster that celebrates itself from every angle. Producer's Guild Awards! Cinema Audio Society Awards! Black Women in Hollywood Awards! Annies! Eddies! Streamies! Now, I'm not saying these people aren't worthy of recognition for a job well done. And I certainly hope to be counted among the bronzer-ed, sequined, swag-bag-carrying elite one day HOWEVER I think it's only fair to lay down our shrimp forks and look up from our Dior compacts from time to time and acknowledge that there is a world of people who go above and beyond at their jobs each day with no gala affairs incentivizing them. 

It goes without saying that I am profoundly grateful to groups like our military, police force, fire fighters and teachers. They are the backbone of our great country and have all my respect. But this post is not for them (with one exception; See: Best Firefighter). In this post, I am digging deeper and giving a shout-out to a few Little People who I interact with on a weekly basis and who do their ordinary jobs with extraordinary enthusiasm. They bring joy to my routines and they deserve recognition so here goes:  

The 2013 Everyday People Awards (Click here for soundtrack) 

Best Dry Cleaner: The adorable Asian woman with the gigantic smile at Regency Cleaners in Echo Park who makes a point of coming out from behind the counter to cup my face and tell me "So pretty!" every time she sees me. They also do a great job with my clothes so, you  know, there's that, too.  

Best Supermarket: Vons in Silver Lake/ Los Feliz/ Virgil Village (depending on your realtor). It would be easy to give this award to just about any Trader Joes, since they are consistently staffed with all different shapes and sizes of your favorite neighbor, but I wanted to reward an underdog here. This Vons is the happiest supermarket I've ever encountered. It's like, Disney-level happy. It is so happy that I actually find myself consciously shopping less and less at my favorite TJ's just because I feel like this place deserves business for being so freaking happy. From the bagger who trades recipes with me to the stock boy who sings me Elvis songs to the cashier who once taught me how to do a fishtail braid, these people bring "connecting with the customer" to a whole new level.  

Best Movie Theatre: The Vintage Los Feliz 3 because it is cheap and always has current movies and it is two doors down from arguably the best happy hour in the area (Figaro!) AND I can bring my own food and drink in, which means I can sip homemade spiked hot chocolate or chow down on an  In-N-Out burger while I watch a $6 movie. 

Best Cardio Instructor: Jordan at Pop Physique in Silver Lake does not treat me like the winded lard-ass that I am. Instead, he exalts my pitiful performance with exclamations like "You're a beautiful, powerful tree!", which we all know is a lie. I am not powerful in the slightest, in fact from the moment the class begins I feel certain that I'm seconds away from blacking out and cracking my head on the ballet barre but his passion is intoxicating so I keep coming back. 

Best Car Repairman: Tony at Silver Lake Collision. I hope not to have this award category in 2014 but let's just say that my car was in three accidents last year and he did such a beautiful job and has such an awesome Italian Grandpa-ness that it's almost (almost) a delight to write that deductible check.  

Best Dog Groomer: DeeDee at Moonshine Grooming. Chicken goes into convulsions when you try to cut her nails. Somehow this 5lb dog acquires the strength of three pit bulls when you pull clippers out of your pocket and it is impossible for me to handle her so I pay $15 to make it someone else's problem. Enter DeeDee. It takes about half an hour for her to accomplish what should take under two minutes because Chicken writhes and hyperventilates like there's a serial killer in the room and all the doors and windows are on fire. DeeDee doesn't even break a sweat as she walks the entire property with Chicken cradled in her arms, alternating each clip with nuzzles and kisses and songs. How do you tip an angel? I love her.   

Best Gas Station Owner: The Indian guy at the Chevron on the corner of Vineland and Moorpark in North Hollywood. He's like a little Buddha, so soft spoken and cushiony and has the most wonderful smile. Just one conversation with him makes me feel like I've been to church. I actually go to the trouble to pay for my gas inside the store just so I can talk to him- that's how sublime a human being he is.  

Best Parking Garage Attendant: To me, parking garages are like the annoying co-worker in the copy room who's holding the printer hostage with some overly complicated copy job while she tells you stories about her kids. I just want to run into Target for some laundry detergent and a birthday card but first I have to endure noise and lines and stupid people pushing carts in the middle of the lane. Parking garages exhaust me so I really appreciate attendants like the guy at the $5 garage on Beverly Drive in Beverly Hills who asked me about my night and told me a funny story about going to the spa with his wife and getting a terrible massage that ruined his back. Human interaction! It's so easy and yet so rare. 

And, last but not least, Best Firefigher: Adorable, charming Anonymous Firefighter at Fire Station #63 in Venice. I was leaving Abbot Kinney with a just-purchased coffee on the roof of my car and you took time out from saving lives to  wave me down and point it out to me. I made a joke and you laughed a perfect laugh that lit up your perfect face. I drove away and have cursed myself every day since for not giving you my phone number. Please call me. It's really easy to find me with some simple internet stalking. You haven't thought of that because you are pure and true and uninitiated in these ways but your feral firehouse buddies will help you. Of course, I expect that you are probably married but until I get confirmation on that I am moving ahead with planning our future together and it is a safe and blissful one filled with smoke detectors and flame-less candles and homemade birthday cakes shaped like hydrants. Seriously, call me. 

And that wraps up the 2013 Everyday People Awards! Feel free to add your own. Who brings joy to your routines?

Cue Randy Newman: 8 Reasons to Love LA

It was Girls' Night at mi casa last night (Four young women in sweatpants drinking tea and listening to jazz records - Take a step back, boys, you're embarrassing yourselves) and while conversation revolved around the usual (Five Strategies to Reboot My Career! Single Men in Los Angeles: Attractive, Creative, Elusive), my friend Anastasia made a comment that stuck with me: "I need to fall back in love with LA".

In the moment, we pleaded with her not to jump ship and promised to romance her with rooftop cocktails and trips to Palm Springs but it got me thinking: I've always believed that you can make a home wherever you are, that "home" begins with you and is your own creation, but as I settle into LA and enjoy a lightness and sense of belonging that I've never experienced before, I wonder...  should this be what we aspire to? Should everyone live someplace that they "love"? And, if so, what should we be looking for? What does it even mean to "love" a place?

I don't have any answers, it's just something I'm chewing on, but I do really love where I live and for me that means feeling like my community is a natural extension of myself. My LA is bountiful farmers' markets, cheap live music, margaritas by the beach and trail hikes with my dog. It's also writing and acting. LA has a bad rap for being "All About The Business" but I find it really stimulating to be part of a city that is so creatively charged. Being successful here demands your full intellect. You are called on every day to question, rework, edit, alter, innovate. You are also called on to provoke; whether it's laughter, tears or tension everything you create needs to be infused with emotion. It's at once exhausting and exhilarating and I find it really satisfying.

That said, my friend Anastasia is not part of the industry. The thrill of creation is not going to woo her. But I happen to think that, even independent of the entertainment business,  LA is an all-around wonderful place to live so, for her, here is my list of  8 Reasons to Fall In Love With LA:

1. Hiking. Right here. Like, really. Right. Here. No, you're looking too far. Here.
2. Strawberries in winter. I don't know about you but, where I'm from, you only get strawberries for about three weeks in June and they do not taste of sugary sunbeams like these do.
3. Pink sunsets. Especially driving the PCH. You are instantly transported to an '80s movie.
4. Night jasmine. It smells like the Moon is taking a bubble bath! This makes me so happy.
5. No bugs. I don't know where they are and I feel like maybe it's not a good thing that I never see them because aren't they an essential part of the ecosystem? but I definitely don't care. I accept whatever environmental apocalypse comes of this. You cannot put a price on a summer night without mosquitoes.
6. Average rainfall = 13 inches. Which means no mold, which is huge. Also, it means that precipitation becomes a celebration of woolly blankets and hot chocolate instead of a force of evil that ruins your favorite shoes.  
7. Cheap  beauty treatments. One advantage of living in a youth - obsessed city? Lots of competition driving down prices. Where else can you get anti-cellulite treatments for $40? I think there are entire states that don't even have anti-cellulite treatments available to them, never mind for $40. Count your blessings.  
8. Palm trees. Party in a tree. They look like Muppets or  a family of Dr. Seuss characters. I submit that your worst day is less worse here because you are surrounded by palm trees.

Now, I know you can find palm trees lots of places and go hiking lots of places and I'm sure those cities are all great, too. I'm not saying that I love LA to the exclusion of all other locations the world around. This is just my way of giving a warm shout-out to a city that makes me feel at home. Stay, Anastasia! Stay!

How about you? What do you love about where you live?

Happy New Year! We're All Gonna Die.

I'm feeling particularly mortal this New Year. Perhaps it's because I spent the better part of last week walloped by bronchitis and the flu and hazily wondering if I was dying. Perhaps it's because I'm officially riding the 5-year descent to 40 years old and feeling fragile. Perhaps it's because I've been watching marathons of Six Feet Under. However it came to be, the fact is that death has been on my mind, and is often on my mind, and I can't seem to shake it and no one else around me appears to share my preoccupation.

It came up just the other night at Starbucks with my friend Melanie. I expressed my horror over the recent story of a Northern California family being washed out to sea as they tried to save their dog caught in the undertow. The one surviving daughter watched it all unfold from the shore. "One minute you're playing fetch and the next, your whole family is dead?!" I squawked. The guy behind me reached for his ear buds.

We talked about the Newtown shootings and traded Tragic Death anecdotes: Melanie recalled a time when she was scuba diving and came upon the bloated body of a man in a swimsuit. "His lungs were full of sand. He must've been pulled under and panicked and breathed in. Don't panic; if you inhale, it's over." she advised matter-of-factly. I marveled at how she could dole out survival tips with the lightness of someone offering a cookie recipe. Why didn't she share my sense of impending doom? I told her about the recent death of a friend-of-a-friend; a perfectly typical 32 year-old girl who laid down for a nap with her fiancé and never woke up. Turns out she had a heart defect no one knew about. "So, now I have a ticking bomb in my chest?!" I wailed between desperate gulps of hot chocolate. Melanie shrugged. "When it's your time, it's your time." she sighed.

And that seems to be the general reaction when I hurl my terror at those around me. It appears that I'm the only one tip-toeing through life wondering if someone with road rage is going to pull a gun on me in rush hour traffic or worrying that my desk job makes me vulnerable to fatal blood clots. "It's the Life Cycle." stated one friend. "Everything has a reason." postulated another. "There's not a whole lot we can do about it." dismissed a third.

This New Year I have resolved to meet these Zen masters halfway. I cannot quell my paranoia but I can reduce it some by taking action: That is, telling everyone meaningful to me that I love them and getting my affairs in order. A friend of mine recently lost her father and it was heartbreaking to witness her scramble for months to make sense of his estate when all she wanted to do was look at photos of him and cry. I may not be able to spare my loved ones heartbreak but I can do my best to relieve them of a logistical mess. So this week, while everyone else is choking down a Master Cleanse and registering at 24 Hour Fitness, I am writing my Advanced Health Care Directive and compiling personal records. So far it's strangely empowering. I'm motivated to save more, consolidate accounts, pay off my car. I want my family to be given a gift, not a burden, if I get shot in a shopping mall tomorrow. Of course, if I don't get shot, then I will enjoy financial freedom in this lifetime so either way I emerge as an emotionally healthy, self-sufficient woman, coolly providing for myself and my future! 

That aside, WebMD says I'm flirting with a pulmonary embolism so I need to get these papers notarized, pronto.

World Culture 101: Holidays

This week I have the pleasure of getting paid to manage the selection and decoration of a Christmas tree for my office. Not because my boss is overcome with holiday spirit but because some clients from China are visiting next week and apparently they get a kick out of seeing our traditions in action. This made the culture-junkie in me so happy. It’s been a long time since I’ve had money traveled abroad and I kinda forgot that there's stuff we Americans do that is totally weird to other parts of the world. Like chop down 8’ tall trees, prop them up in our living rooms and place cookies under them for the imaginary man who breaks into every Christian household on the 24th. 

This makes me nostalgic for my time in the Peace Corps and the inherent comedy of holiday discussions. On Halloween, two volunteers and I explained to our neighbor that, for Americans, it's a day devoted to spirits and mischief and that everyone dresses up in costumes and children go door to door at night to collect candy from the adults. “We have this in Morocco!” he beamed. “The men kill goats, dress in their skins and throw water on the children!” We blinked at him. Chickens clucked in the distance. "Riiiight." I said. "And when exactly is that holiday?" Because that sounds utterly traumatic and I want to make sure I stay home.

Then there was the time I told a neighbor that I would be out of town to meet up with other volunteers for Superbowl Sunday. "Sunday is holy in America, yes? Superbowl Sunday is a religious day?" I couldn't argue with that. "Yes" I told him. "A very important religious day."

The ultimate holiday conversation, though, – one that is still a hit with my family and friends nearly fourteen years later – revolved around Easter. It was my first experience with Aid el Kebir, the most sacred of Muslim holidays, which is marked by slaughtering a sheep and feasting around the clock on every (every) part of the body. Islam runs on a lunar calendar and it happened that that year the Aid fell in early April. After the slaughter ceremony, as I sat on the floor choking down sheep's stomach with my Moroccan family, it dawned on me that Easter was being celebrated back in the States. My language skills were limited at the time but I had studied holiday vocabulary in preparation for the Aid so I thought explaining Easter could be fun way to practice. I cleared my throat and everyone looked at me. I was shy about talking and rarely initiated conversation so their interest was piqued.

“So... um, in America, we have a holiday right now, too...“ 

“Religious?” the father interrupted.

I nodded emphatically. “Yes, yes! Religious.“ Murmurs of approval all around. “Um, to celebrate… we, er…” 

“You kill a sheep!” a cousin submitted. This, too, was met with happy support.

“Well, no.” I stammered. “We have, um... there’s, er…” I fumbled for a stick and drew in the dirt. “What’s this?” I asked my friend Fatima.

“A rabbit.” she answered, supplying the Berber word. Her face lit up with comprehension. “The Americans kill a rabbit!” she exclaimed. Thunderous praise.

“That pleases God!” preached an uncle and everyone clucked in agreement. 

I kneaded my temples and cursed myself for starting this conversation. Why didn't I just say, "Christians celebrate Jesus dying and then coming alive again and living forever. We wear nice clothes and eat a special dinner"? What possessed me to try to articulate secular mythology with a vocabulary of present tense verbs, local fruits and vegetables and numbers 1-100?

"We don't kill the rabbit." I sputtered. "The rabbit... it’s not alive, it's - what's the word? - it's, um, in our heads and parents put candy in baskets for the children but they tell the children that the candy is from the rabbit.”

As I was talking I knew it sounded asinine but I didn't have the language skills to salvage any of it so I just punished my ignorant mouth with a fistful of sheep's stomach and vowed to never again say anything other than, "It's hot outside!" and "This couscous is delicious." Fatima patted my hand. 

“I understand." she reassured me. "You give gifts to the children but you lie and say the presents are from a rabbit.” 

The uncle shook his head sadly. “They shouldn’t lie on a holy day.” 

“It's hot outside.” I mumbled.

Now that I’m older and understand that these “teachable moments” are completely forgettable, I realize I should have rolled with the rabbit slaughter, enjoyed the applause and washed down the lies with some sweet mint tea but I was 22 and life was very serious and important so I marched ahead with my culture lesson. I'm much older and slightly wiser now so my current position is that holidays are about humility, not humiliation. This means that when our Chinese clients come to town on Monday I will do my best to share Christmas with them but if a special-needs reindeer's redemption story gets lost in translation I will not think twice about steering the conversation to Katy Perry and In N Out.

  

Dreams: The 12 Days of Stressmas

It's that time of year, again! Time for spicy coffee blends and glittery mail and fuzzy blankets that smell faintly of vanilla and joy and song and cookies and the suffocating realization that the New Year is imminent and I have nothing to show for my personal and professional life. Raise your wassail, friends- It's Stress Dream Season!

Last night I had a dream that I was working at a small jewelry manufacturer and by small I mean me and Robin Marcello (who I went to high school with and haven't spoken to in nearly 20 years and I probably just saw her name on Facebook and it stuck- Robin, I'm sorry, let the record show that you're a good person) and we worked for the Grinch. Not the silly cartoon Grinch but a human interpretation who was really mangy and creepy. We worked in a dank one-room office with faux-wood paneling and a concrete floor and the only furnishings were matching metal teacher's desks which Robin and I sat at, side by side. 

The Grinch came in on this particular day, sneered a "Good Morning" at us and told us that he was offering a $3 million Christmas bonus to whichever one of us produced 3 salable necklaces by midnight that night. He shoved a cardboard box of materials at each of us and slithered into his office. I was shaking with excitement. Necklaces were my specialty so I knew I had this in the bag and my mind was racing with all the ways I would use the money. "I'll pay off my student loan and my car loan and I'll start a retirement plan and I'll go to France and I'll take a writing sabbatical and I'll buy a house and new jeans and an ice cream maker!" (I really want an ice cream maker) I felt so light and free and I had to concentrate really hard in order to not break down and cry huge, cathartic I'll-Never-Be-Hungry-Again tears but I didn't want to show any emotion because I knew it would make the Grinch angry.  

I looked in the box and it was a tangle of cheap gold-plated chain.  I loosened a couple strands and as I tried to open the links to attach a clasp, the chain disintegrated and the more I tried to work with it, the more it would disintegrate. I wasn't going to be able to make any necklaces and I wasn't going to earn the $3 million dollars. The Grinch had set us up to fail. I looked over at Robin and I could see she was processing this, too. I was going to offer her some consolation but then she looked at me and smiled and said, "I'll be back in a bit." and she left. 

Some time passed and Robin returned triumphantly with three beautiful necklaces. She had gone out and bought materials to make them and the Grinch was very pleased. "But she cheated!" I cried. "She didn't use what you gave us!" and he just looked at me with hatred and pity and cackled, "Details, details..." so pleased with his crafty his protege. Suddenly I was having trouble breathing. I felt a crushing disgust in my chest - disgust with Robin for cheating so smugly, disgust with the Grinch for rewarding her dishonesty, and disgust with myself for failing to think creatively and missing out on $3 million. I worked for the Grinch, I should have known that manipulation was expected. I should have been more innovative. I watched Robin and the Grinch celebrate and buried my head in my hands and wept. 

And then I woke up with my tiny dog curled into my neck, snoring contentedly with the tip of her ear up one of my nostrils. I know my life is pretty great and I have a lot to be thankful for but airy sentiment never seems to keep my subconscious from taking a magnifying glass to my every disappointment and creating elaborate disaster scenarios during the month of December. I wonder what the next episode will be! Famine? Car crash? Tidal wave? My series of terrifying tidal wave dreams are usually reserved for periods when I'm particularly anxious about money but anything is possible during Stressmas...

The Book of Questions: Parents, Urine and Torture.

It's time again to delve into Gregory Stock, PH.D's borderline-inappropriate collection, The Book of Questions. Today we take the Whitman's Sampler approach:

Question 139. Would you rather spend a month on vacation with your parents or put in overtime at your current job for four weeks without extra compensation?  

Wow. Do people really hate their parents this much? Call me naive but I think my parents are great. I wish I had the money to take them on vacation. If I could I would fly us to Italy for a month and I would eat cannoli with my mom and go to a Parmesan factory with my Dad and we would drink wine and laugh and they would fall asleep by 9pm and I would have feverish late night rendezvous (is there an Italian phrase for that?) with a steamy motorcycle-riding local named Nico who has magic stubble that doesn't slice your face when you kiss him. Seriously, even if you aren't tight with your parents, vacations naturally allow for doing your own thing so you wouldn't have to spend time with them if you just organized your schedule well. And isn't anything better than working overtime without getting paid?? I don't know about you but I'm salaried and I clock out at 5pm on the nose. Anything more than that and the Resentment Calculator kicks in. "It's 5:22! That's $12.87 down the drain if I left RIGHT NOW" I’m sorry, even if you can't stand your parents, this question boils down to Vacation vs. Work and vacation must win. 

Question 61. Can you urinate in front of another person?  

First of all, um, yeah, duh, I'm a girl and we are biologically engineered to gather in restrooms and speculate about the intentions of attractive men while taking turns peeing. Also, football and concerts and camping are pretty much my favorite things, so double-duh. However, I don't think this is the answer you had in mind, Dr. Gregory. I think you are creepy and weird and although I am perfectly comfortable peeing in front of another person, you asking me if I'm comfortable makes me uncomfortable. Now I feel gross and there is an imaginary-yet-overwhelming urine smell in my nose.  

Question 54. What is the worst psychological torture you can imagine suffering? 

Easy!

 

Dating in Los Angeles. 

You want answers about Benghazi? Find the one girl in the group who is single and in her thirties. Plant her on a first date in Venice at a candle-lit corner table made of reclaimed wood. Pair her with a smart, creative, attractive professional who makes her laugh and smiles dreamily at her and simultaneously displays emotional maturity and boyish charm by confessing that he really likes her. Have them excitedly discuss all the possibilities for their second date: Restaurants they want to try, shows they want to see, meals they want to cook, hikes they want to take. Finally, have them part ways, have him seal this enchanting evening with an adorable goodnight text and BOOM. He will mysteriously never contact her again and within a week she will have clawed herself raw trying to make sense of it and will divulge anything you want to know if you can please just explain the enigma that is The Awesome LA Guy Who Is Obviously Into Me But Then Disappears. Done! I would like a consulting position with the State Department, thank you. Also, I would like a creative, professional thirty-something year-old man in this godforsaken town to date me for the love of all that is good and holy I'm in the prime of my life isthattoomuchtoask.  

Now I need a cocktail. Well played, Dr. Gregory. Well played. 

Lists!

I love lists. This will probably be a recurring entry theme, since I get a thrill out of making bullet points. The following lists the contents of my purse. I think this is a fun, minimally invasive way to get insight into people. It appeals to the amateur detective in me, who still dreams of starring in the Nancy Drew film franchise. 

• Keys with plastic monkey head fixed on my house key for easy identification because I love efficiency. And monkeys
• A paperclip
• An unreasonably expensive yet wonderfully luxurious Fresh Sugar lip treatment stick
• Laura Mercier lipstick in Poppy
• Three lip glosses that I took from a Borghese promotional modeling job. They were brand new and supposed to be testers. Whoopsy! They're actually really silky and awesome so everybody go out and buy one to make up for the three that I stole
• A somewhat melted Pacifica solid perfume in Lotus Garden
• Keys to my brothers’ apartment building
• Keys to my friend Chel’s apartment building
• Wallet with $3 and way too many dining and bar receipts. At a glance, the first two are from back-to-back meals at Lulu's Cafe. If you've ever eaten breakfast there, this needs no explanation 
• Iphone headphones
• Iphone charger
• Iphone
• Makeup case with Advil, Emergen-C, Benefit luminizer, Visine and other essentials one requires when one shows up to work hung-over. Also 2 tampons because I'm a girl. And ear plugs because I'm an old lady disguised as a girl
• Two tea bags because I love tea and what if the car breaks down and I have to fend for myself for days in the wilderness? A cup of Lady Grey will sooth me as I listen to the howls of approaching predators, obvs
• Wine key. If you have to ask why then you don’t know me
• A dime
• A thumb drive loaded with all my writing as well as TV and movie scripts I want to read
• Deodorant because I sweat all the time. Nervous, excited, whatever - basically anytime I'm doing anything not boring, I'm sweating
• 3 Pilot Precise V7 roller ball pens in blue. They are my favorite and I have three just to be absolutely certain I will always have one on me, because I’m obsessive like that. I also carry a cheap black ballpoint from the Tropicana Las Vegas that I offer when people ask me if they can borrow a pen
• Tiny Moleskine for jotting down funny things that happen to me. Also for ripping out pages to stick stale gum in
• 3 brain teaser puzzles, torn from a 2009 Puzzle Master desk calendar
• A roll of pink doggy poop bags
• Paper coupons held together with a giant binder clip. Coupons include: 20% off at Bed Bath and Beyond, a Living Social voucher for a facial in Santa Monica, a Groupon for $40 at Amoeba Records, a Victoria’s Secret coupon for $10 off any purchase, 25% off at World Market and $1.50 off any size bottle of Wellness Formula capsules  
• Wintergreen Altoids because the normal flavor makes me gag
• Two-month old issue of Los Angeles magazine
• A hair clip
• Prescription glasses
• Non-prescription sunglasses
• Travel-sized Neutrogena sunscreen

And there you have it. I feel so vulnerable! Meh, no I don’t. I mostly just feel like I need to clean out my purse.